Surrendering was never easy to me.
Surrender in saying 'Im sorry'.
Surrender in admitting my mistakes.
Surrender in acknowledging my shortcomings.
Its in human nature to want to control things. We just come up with any form of steps to be in control of our past, present and future - we tend to take control of our past by shuffling it down below our beds, sleeping every night hoping to not be reminded of those memories; we work our way up to live the life we want; we want to know our future so much that sometimes we'll look to things like horoscopes just to have a glimpse of the uncertainties.
Surrender. Past, present, future..surrendering of mind, body, soul, emotions. Tough decisions.
God, help me to redefine surrender.
Help me in surrendering to surrender.
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